Sorry for my absence

Hey there guys
Due to having a hard time with the loss of my best friend in December, I had trouble with moving forward and coping.  I had to reprogram myself to learn to live without his presence.  I needed a break from everything so I went on a cruise for 10 days to get my head around.

The cruise, by the way, was awesome.  I enjoyed it very much and gave me a peace of mind and something to look forward to in life, which was why I went on the cruise.  I now am pretty much healed, even though I have some of my moments, but that's just natural.  Everybody heals differently I suppose.

Peace everybody!
MSB

Love In The Email

I can't believe its been a month already since my best friend had passed away.  I also gotten some really nice emails from you guys.  Thank you so much for them.  They lifted up my spirits.  They did make me smile.

I did receive one email one telling his story about him losing his partner in a car wreck which was terrible to hear and if you are reading this I am sorry that you had to go through this pain.  Thank you for telling me your story and you are right what you mentioned in your email....it does get easier but doesn't go away either.  It sticks by you for the rest of your life. 

We do get the help and support each other healing by sharing each other's stories.

Thanks for the beautiful emails guys.  You are wonderful.

Happy New Year 2019

Well it's a new year and I hope you all survived through the holidays.  ME?  Well you know.  Not easy these days since my best friend passing. 

New Years was okay.  I did enjoy myself with friends but still not the same without him.  I know I have to learn to move forward so I will take him with me along with my journey of life. 

I hope you all have a great blessed prosperous New Years.  Make all your dreams come true.  Make it the best that it could be because you don't know what's around the corner. 

R.I.P. my friend

Its Christmas Eve....So What!  

Sorry that I haven't been on here much but I had been dealing with a lot of shit the past few months.  And now I had lost my best friend by a heart attack on 18th December so I won't be celebrating Christmas this year as much as I as I would liked to.  I'm not really in the mood for the holidays.  

I am at a friend's house at the moment because she didn't want me to be alone.  I thought that was a nice thing for her to do.  We are pretty much tight with each other, always helping one another out.  

I do miss him very much and he will definitely be remembered as a very good person who willing to listen what you have to say and give you the best advice.  

Special Announcement from Master Studbear

Special Announcement from Master Studbear

TONIGHT ONLY Taking Calls on Skype

Okay everyone.  I'm taking calls tonight at 7pm EST which will be about 12am Ireland time. I'm a busy man, I have a lot of things to do but that doesn't mean I won't make time for all of you. I want to hear your hot thoughts and play with you tonight.

Long time since I last blogged.

Its been a long time since I kept up with my blog, and will get back to my blogging again because I know many of you are wondering why I stopped it.  I have been getting emails wondering how I been doing.

Things have been very busy lately.  For starters I had moved from Northern Ireland to Republic of Ireland.  I might had mentioned that in my blog or somewhere.  There were obnoxious neighbors so only stayed for 5 months and broke the lease because I couldn't handle the fucken bullshit anymore.  I then moved not to far from where I was and its a bit quieter and could deal with that.

Someone really close to me had been in hospital for about 10 weeks and it has been a struggle so been going there visiting him as often as I could.  But happy to say that he is finally out of the hospital and is doing well.

I had been traveling around Republic of Ireland such as Dublin since I have friends down there.  I also been trying to get to Galway and Sligo as well.  Met up with some really interesting people.

I must close this post as I have a few things to do around here and need to get it done before the night is just about ended.  Can't stay up too late.